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Saturday, July 31

Writer's Block

I have writer's block.

Now, seeing as how I haven't been a student for over two years, many of you might not find this to be a problem. After all, I'm a teacher now - why would I find a need to write anything of substance? I mean, obviously, aside from scribbling comments in practice books or on report cards, I have had very few reasons to write anything since my commencement. Why is this causing me so much anxiety now?

Two weeks ago, I enrolled in an online TEFL certification course. Now, I am well aware of the fact that I probably could have just paid my money, taken the test, and been done with it all. However, since I am not a trained teacher, I decided that this would be the opportune time actually sit down and learn some of the basics, the fundamentals, the theories ... you know. Well ...

... said TEFL course requires me to write essays after finishing each module. There's like ... fourteen modules. Maybe more. Maybe less. And I'm required to write two essays after each module. Each essay must be around 700 words. The last thing I wrote for a class was my senior research paper, in April of 2008. The closest I've come to academic writing since then has been my blog posts, which lately have been few and far between. Not to mention that I find the first paper always the most difficult one, based on the fact that you have no idea what the instructor is looking for. Granted, this is simply an online certification course, but a course is a course, and hence ... the writer's block.

Couple that with the fact that I've never been exceptionally confident of my writing abilities, and I'm sure you can see my dilemma. Which is why I am currently seated in the corner of Indigo Blue, sipping a mango soda and chatting with Hyun, while resolutely ignoring the Word document that is open with my half finished essay typed up - most of which will probably be deleted and rewritten within the next two days. Oh, and I'm going to see a movie later on tonight with Steve, Mi-Hee, and Amanda ... and that means I will continue ignoring said Word doc.

It's a good thing I have six months to finish this course at my own pace, or else I'd be screwed. And I kind of feel that this "at your own pace" is going to be my downfall anyways, as I have always been a procrastinator. Time to set myself some deadlines.

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Okay, well moving on from the TEFL course - what else can I update you wonderful people on? You know, it just dawned on me that the only people who really read what I write here are reading it via Facebook ... and if you're on Facebook and reading this, then chances are you are someone who I keep in semi-regular contact with, which means you probably already know everything that is going on in my life in the first place.

Oh well. Read and be bored then. :)

I have less than a month before my contract is finished, and I will be moving. I would already have a job lined up if I wasn't so damn picky, but hey - c'est la vie. I'm not worried. There's some promising offers out there, and I know that the perfect one is going to turn up - knowing how the system works here, probably not until the week before my contract is up, but hey it's all good because at least I'm already in the country, right? :)

This past week has been my vacation, and it's been lovely. Well, okay, I've been a little bored, but that's my own fault because I've never really understood how to enjoy an entirely free day before. Let's see - I can't remember what I did on Monday. That's probably not a good sign. On Tuesday, I went to Suwon and met Eun-Young and her conversation students and we had class together. That was a lot of fun - she teaches older students so I met with two women in their mid-30's. Then I had dinner with the infamous Nicholas Kucharik at Suwon Station. On Wednesday, a group of us made the trek down on the 900 bus and explored Hwaseong Fortress for a few hours ... oh, that was AFTER lunch at Bo-Young Man-doo. :) On Thursday, Wan-Soo came up and helped me buy a new cell phone - yay for new toys! Oh, and I met with Matt (who I hadn't seen in over a year), before going to study group with Evan and In-Chae. Yesterday, Friday, I went to dinner with Evan and Kyoung-Hwa.

That's pretty much been my vacation. Oh, you know, I've cleaned a little, packed some boxes, and gone to the gym ... it's a lot nicer going in the middle of the day than it is going hella early in the morning or late at night. I've also drank copious amounts of coffee and completely skewed my sleeping schedule. Tomorrow morning will be interesting, to say the least.

Now, I am finishing up at Indigo, and getting ready to head home to post this. Yes, I will be posting it. Yes, I will be writing more soon. No, it probably won't be THAT soon. :)

Much love to you all ... especially those of you who are getting married, have recently gotten married, are engaged, or have recently gotten engaged (and by this, of course, I'm taking about Andy and Jess) ...

<3

Wednesday, July 7

:)

Why am I smiling?

Well, it could be because I just spent the evening with my friend studying Korean and English. Or, maybe it's because the week is over halfway over. Or perhaps it's because in the past three days, I've eaten Bo-Young Man-doo TWICE. Or maybe it's ALL of those reasons ... AND the fact that ...

NICHOLAS DONG-JIN KUCHARIK HAS ARRIVED IN KOREA!!!

Yeah, maybe that's it. :) :) :)

It's late. I'll write later. Instead, click-y on this link-y and enjoy TOP's music video for "Turn It Up." I like TOP.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AdPnMoxKOWY&feature=player_embedded

Sunday, June 13

대한 민국!!!

DAEHAN MINGOOK!!!
대한 민국!!!

Just wanted to make sure that everyone knew that Korea recorded the first WIN (not draw) in the 2010 World Cup with a stunning 2-0 victory over Greece ... it was a great game, y'all. I enjoyed watching the game from outside a hof in Acro Tower with Steve, Stuart, Joe, Rob, Mi-Hee, Hannah, Judy, and Grace. It was quite an enjoyable night. Best part not related to soccer? Taking a picture of Steve with this elementary school kid who had the most amazing mullet EVERRR ... promise to post that later.

Did I mention that the game was amazing? Also, PARK Ji-Sung was voted "Man of the Match" after he scored the second goal (the first having been scored by LEE Jung-Soo). Korea's next game is on Thursday (I believe) at 8:30 PM (Korean time) versus Argentina. Argentina just beat Nigeria, 1-0. Next on the schedule for tonight? England versus America ...

Let's see ... what else is new? I started studying Korean twice a week (Tuesdays and Thursdays). I have a new book (from Sogang University), and a fresh mind. Let the learning begin!

Other than that ... nothing else is really new. So, on that note, Ima head to bed. A longer update to come? Perhaps? Meh ...

Sunday, April 18

Okay, random ...

... but I just figured out that I can search for videos on Nate. I just got home from church (well, okay, I got home a few hours ago, but I had dinner and stuff, haha) and I decided I really wanted to find the Korean lyrics to "Blessed Be Your Name" ... which led me to a video on Nate AND lyrics ... so I decided to press my luck and search for other songs that I like that we sing in Korean at church (but I know the English versions of) and now I am going to try to learn them in Korean ...

Anyways, in the midst of my searching, I found "God of this City" (by Chris Tomlin) being performed in JAPANESE! It sounds really neat! I don't know how well the lyrics match up, so someone is going to have to let me know ... anyways, check it out if you feel like it ... and if you don't, then you don't have to. :)

http://video.nate.com/211375267

Saturday, April 10

A lot of this probably doesn't make sense ...

Well ... again, I fail. Sorry about that.

I fail because I haven't been updating this regularly. Again, sorry. But no one really reads this anyways, haha ... so, it's all good, right? So, here's my update.

Right now, I'm watching "Red vs. Blue" on YouTube. Yeah, yeah, I know. But I'm so addicted to it. It's okay ... it comes and goes in phases, really. It's 1:01 AM on Saturday morning - thank heavens. That means it's the weekend!!! Wahoo!!! This week felt really long ... well, when it's Sunday night, every week seems like it'll be long. Then, really ... it flies by. Monday and Tuesday craaaaaaawl ... but then all of the sudden it's Wednesday night! Then, whaddya know - Thursday rolls around! Finally, it's Friday, which is "wear normal clothes to work" day. So ... when I say this week felt really long, what I really mean to say is that it was completely normal in every aspect of the word.

Last week, I adopted a Korean child for approximately thirty minutes. Well, not really - I was walking to H-Mart (for those of you who don't know my neighborhood, it's just on the next corner) when I heard a child wailing. I walked around the corner, and walking up the sidewalk was a little girl all alone and just bawling her eyes out. I stopped and stared at her, and she stopped and stared at me while crying ... and no one was helping her ... so in my poor Korean I managed to ask her if she was okay and what was wrong ... we finally managed to translate to each other that:

A.) I didn't understand much Korean (sorry)
B.) She was lost.
C.) I had a cell phone
D.) She knew her mom's phone number, but couldn't tell her where she was.

So after we realized point D, I called my friend Hannah who talked to the little girl and got her mom's phone number ... and called her mom to come get her. While we waited, I bought her an ice cream from GS. The end.

Random tangent - my Skype isn't working. I can't figure out why. So I just deleted it, and downloaded it again. Still won't work. Anyone help? It's kind of annoying ...

This week, we've celebrated Mindy and Stuart's birthdays ... and we're going to celebrate again tonight (Saturday night) at the Ice Bar in Gangnam ... gah. I'm old. We'll see how long I make it, haha. I may be the youngest, but sometimes I feel like the oldest fogey.

Speaking of old fogies ... :) ... Steve gets back sometime this weekend! I'm super excited ... I can't wait. (^_^)

Last week was Easter - Amanda, Seth, and I went to church in Gangnam, and then headed back down to Beomgye for brunch at Trevor's. It was uh-MAY-zing ... and a lot of fun. Afterwards, Amanda and I headed up to Myeongdong and went shopping. I think the last time I was in Myeongdong was with Heidi ... so it was neat to go back. I remember back when I first got here, and Myeongdong was like my comfort area ... where I would always go. Now, Gangnam wins, haha.

Anyways. It's late, and I'm tired. I'm going to try to write more often ... haha ... riiiiight. (^_^) Anyways. Loooves.

PS - My newest obsession. Can't see the vid? Head to YouTube and type in "YoonHa85" ... check 'im out.


< "Bedrock" by Lil Wayne >


< the original - "Bedrock" by Lil Wayne >


< "Heartbreaker" by G-Dragon >


< the orginal - "Heartbreaker" by G-Dragon >

Sunday, March 28

Another day ...

I didn't know how to title this, so I just put whatever, haha.

Dude, so, I just wanna preface this with a "I'm-so-freaking-excited" moment ... as in I'm so freaking excited for Rain's new music video!!! I'm so excited, in fact, here's the teaser.



Don't judge. You know you love me.

On to other things. I just finished watching "The Classic" for the fifteen-millionth time. I love that movie so much. I haven't watched it in a long time ... so you also get to see Youtube clips from that, too.



Next.

My last bit of Korean entertainment-related news ... I guess Daniel Henney is going to be starring in a reality TV show being shown on the Olive channel where he goes to Australia. Really? Whatever, man ... anything with Daniel Henney in it has already got me sold. I'll watch it. C'mon guys ... It's Daniel Henney! (^_^)

Life has been okay since my return. I say "okay" just because ... I'm tired. But really, it's going well. Today, I headed up to Seoul and met Ms. Amanda for lunch (mmmmm, gamjatang). Then, she took me to the wonderful Hannam Market, which I am in LOVE with and will be going back to next Saturday. After our stop in at Hannam, she left for Gangnam, and I met up with a friend in Itaewon where we proceeded to grab dinner and Starbucks. It was a lot of fun ... we'll have to do it again sometime ... soon. :)

Other than that ... last week was our first field trip of the school year. We took the kiddos to an art gallery (there was a kid's section) near Seoul Grand Park. Actually, I wouldn't mind going back there sometime soon to see the rest of the museum. That'll happen soon. It's on the agenda.

I'll write more later. Promise. Right now, it's getting late, and I have to be up relatively early in the morning.

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Oh, and I believe a BIG FAT CONGRATULATIONS are in order ... to Chrey and Craig Nelson on their beautiful 9lb-4oz BABY GIRL born on March 25, 2010!!! Congratulations, guys ... I can't wait to see pictures of her!

Saturday, March 6

Saturday, February 27

I'm baaack ...

Yes, yes it's true. I have returned to the motherland. :)

Well, duh.

After a two week jaunt (is that the word I want?) Stateside, I have returned to the land of kimchi, adorable children, drying racks, and baking in a toaster oven. It's pretty much ... heaven. Well, it would be ... if I wasn't jet-lagged. But that shall pass soon.

My trip home, though unexpected, was just what the doctor ordered. Even though it was merely 13 days long, it helped to open my eyes to what is important to me. Weird, right? But it's true, at least, a little. I returned to Korea with a renewed sense of ... well ... whatever. But I know what I hold dearest to my heart, and I also know what I've lost. My only desire is that I can find it again.

Enough talking in riddles and codes. So far, I've spent the majority of my time back sleeping. Well, I guess it makes sense - I had only just adjusted myself to the time difference ... and then I picked up and left again. I plan on going to bed as soon as I finish baking the last of my goods ... hopefully they turn out alright.

Today was a productive baking day for me ... well, okay, I didn't accomplish EVERYTHING ... I set out with the goal of making bread, cinnamon rolls, and a cake. Well, two out of three ain't bad. And there's still tomorrow for that cake idea. :) I also went to Lotte Mart (and let me tell you, there is not a single idea in the entire world worse than going to Lotte Mart on a Saturday afternoon). Oh, and I figured out why my bread didn't turn out as I wanted it to - wrong kind of yeast. My bad. At least I rectified it pre-cinnamon rolls, right?

Tuesday starts a new semester. Tuesday is the first day because Monday is a holiday, hah. Anyways. My preschool class will be the Tigers, and they are Blue Ribbon. That means they are one of the highest preschool classes (there will be two Blue Ribbon [BR] classes and three Adventure classes). Previously, I had an Adventure class (a higher level adventure, but adventure, nonetheless). I'm a little nervous because I've observed that the mothers of the BR kids tend to be slightly ... psychotic. I'm not looking forward to that. My co-teacher will be Nicole - she's amazing, so I'm happy about that.

Tomorrow, I will be heading down to Suwon for church. Oh, and then there's the going away party that Trevor is hosting - saying goodbye to Katie and Amy and Matt L. :( Sad times. They will be missed greatly.

Let's see. What else can I write about? My trip back? Well, it was pretty great. I'm already written about my arrival in San Fran ... and the first part of my trip (in Oly). Then, I headed up to Bellingham to attend my father's memorial service. It was a really nice service. Nick, Father B, and Leah all came up too (well, Leah came up because she had to drive me, haha). I spent a few fun-filled days in the 'Ham - catching up with some old friends ... then on Tuesday morning, Chrey and Craig put me on the Amtrak back down to Oly. Nick picked me up at the station ... we had Koibito (mmm, good) and then Bucket!!! I stayed in Oly until I had to be at Sea-Tac on the 23rd, catching up with friends, eating lots of cheese (and just eating lots in general), getting some shopping taken care of, taking stuff to storage, sending WAY too much stuff back to Korea (books and stuff like that) ... you know, the "house-keeping" things.

Now I'm back in Korea ... I'm pretty happy about that. I even got to see my preschool kids before they finished! (^_^) Now, we're just gearing up for another year.

Anyways. It's almost time for me to go to bed. :) I'm going to try to get back itno the habit of using this thing regularly ... hahhhhh. But, I'm going to try. :)

Loves.

Tuesday, February 23

Almost Home

It is 1:33 AM, Tuesday morning - Pacific time, that is. For those of us lacking in the math department, that means it is 6:33 PM, Tuesday evening in Korea. Which means that, barring any unforeseen complications (knock on wood), I will be arriving back in Korea in around 24 hours.

It's been a trip guys, it really has. I've been reminded of the things I miss most about America, and the things I love the most about Korea ... and I've been able to take a step back and assess the pros and cons of each places. I've spent quality time with my amazing friends, eaten tons of food that is not readily available in my immediate vicinity in Korea (even when I wasn't hungry, I still managed to find room), shipped even MORE crap back to Korea that I don't really need, but that I want ... you know, that sorta stuff.

It's now 1:36 AM, and I am leaving for the airport in roughly an hour and a half. I don't plan on sleeping until I am in the capable hands of Singapore Airlines ... HAH! That's sucha lie. You know me - I'll be out before my plane taxis the runway at Sea-Tac (on my way to San Fran ... BOTHER!) ... :)

Well, while I'm babbling (it's now 1:38) ... yesterday (and this morning), I began two lists. The first list is titled "Things I Will Miss About America" and the second is "Things I Have Missed From Korea." Right now, they're about the same length ... I don't know what that says or shows or whatever ... except that I had too much time on my hands.

My suitcases are packed. I even weighed them. They're close, folks ... REALLY close. But I think I'll be okay *fingers crossed* ... because I would hate to have to spend more money ... in addition to the boxes I already sent back. Gah. Don't even ask about those boxes ... but when they arrive, I will be flooded with books, photos, momentos, cheez-its (Judy!!!), taco shells (Trevor!!!), Easter candy, peanut butter cups, and herbal essences shampoo and conditioner. Heavenly ... don't worry. I'll share the candy. :)

And I promise I will blog about my trip stateside. But I am not going to do that until I'm back in Korea ... so I can get my thoughts straight. Which, you know me ... it'll take a while. Oh well. Patience is a virtue an' all that.

It's 1:44. This is getting more ... spacey ... as the minutes pass by. Before we get on the freeway, we're going to 7-11 for slurpees. :) And by "we", I mean Nick and I ... since he is kind enough to drive me to the airport ... and was kind enough to pick me up ... and chauffer me around ... and entertain/babysit me. You know. He's a pretty cool guy and a great friend. Don't tell him I said that, though. Wouldn't want him getting a big head. :)

I have two songs that have pretty much set the tone for my two weeks back in the States - the first was played at my father's memorial. It's Carrie Underwood's "Temporary Home." Watch the video ... wait, don't watch the video ... okay, you can watch the video, just don't tell me about it. (They played the music video at the memorial.) The second is a "Nick Song" ... which means I first heard it due to Nick (you know, for those of us who REALLY need things spelled out). It's Matt Nathanson's "Come On Get Higher." In fact, both songs made such an impression on me, I bought both CDs. I can't wait to get home and load them onto my computer ... and listen to them over and over again ... kind of like I am now (poor Nick) ... because, you know how sometimes certain sounds or songs will TOTALLY trigger memories or thoughts about a certain time? I'm pretty sure these songs will be my trigger. Wow. Those weren't exactly coherent sentences. Oh well. You get the idea.

1:47 AM. Today I had Dutch Brothers. Mmmmm, Dutch Brothers. And yesterday, Starbucks ... with raspberry syrup. Remember raspberry syrup? Yeah, that made it onto my list of things I'll miss about America. :)

'Kay. It's 1:51. I'm going to go find other ways to entertain myself until we leave for the airport ... and I say goodbye to Seattle for who knows how long. Love you bunches, and can't wait to see you again. <3

Friday, February 12

Passive Aggressiveness

To the man who was sitting behind me on Singapore Airlines;

Congratulations. You managed to keep me awake for nearly the ENTIRE flight across the Pacific Ocean! Now, that's a real accomplishment, seeing as how I normally fall asleep on planes prior to taking off. I'm sure you're very proud of yourself, wherever you are. Highlights of the trip?

1.) I really enjoyed your snoring for the first portion (4 hours or so) of the flight. I realize that the snoring really couldn't be helped, so I don't hold that against you. Don't worry. But since I'm cranky, I thought I'd mention it.
2.) My favorite part? When I reclined my seat a little to sleep ... and you began kicking my chair. Real classy. Thanks for that.
3.) I also liked the part where you began talking on the phone or to yourself or whatever ... halfway across the Pacific Ocean ... leaning forward in your chair so that you were RIGHT IN MY EAR. That was great. I'm sure the other people on the plane did, too, since you so very kindly were talking loud enough to include us all in your conversation. I enjoyed listening to your conversation ... it was like a lullaby ... from hell ... in that I didn't sleep for more than ten or fifteen minutes at a time.
4.) Oh, and then how even after I moved my chair forward again ... and you still continued kicking it. OH! And how whenever you got up, you would pull yourself up by using my chair ... thus creating a sort of sling-shot effect that would rocket my body forward a few inches after letting go. Yeah, that was great too.

Thanks.
The irritated, sleep-deprived girl sitting in front of you.

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Okay. All complaining aside ... my flight over the Pacific was actually quite nice ... minus the man sitting behind me. Singapore Airlines was really nice - it wasn't full, so the seat next to me was empty ... the food was good (I had THREE choices for dinner ... THREE!) ... the flight attendants were very kind (except about letting you go to the bathroom when the fasten seatbelt sign was on ... which it was ... for like, 80% of the flight) ... the entertainment selection was great (I watched part of "Good Morning President" [Korean], "Wall-E", and another movie ... part of an episode of "Bones" ... created a music playlist with nearly 100 songs [complete with some Korean music [like Brown Eyed Girls and Dong Bang Shin Ki] ... and played Bookworm Adventure) ...

My experience at the San Fran airport? Not as stellar. My flight was delayed getting into San Fran - not because we were behind, but because there was a back-up on the tarmac or something. So, we flew in a gigantic circle, above the airport (and clouds), for nearly an hour. Awesome.

Then, I booked it off the plane in order to go through immigration, retrieve my luggage, go through customs, recheck my bags, and find where I needed to be to catch my connection. In under two hours. Or so I thought.

Immigration was a breeze. Getting the bags? Easy. Customs? I called it. I so called it. I got yanked from the line, taken to the special x-ray, AND they opened both of my suitcases ... took out all of my stuff ... opened the presents I had spent 5 hours on Monday wrapping (PS, that's what I did after finding out about my father because I couldn't think of anything else to do) ... grilled me on the contents of my things ... and then smiled and said "have a pleasant trip". Thanks, America. First time I've been back in 20 months. And you wonder why I don't come back more often. Thank you, racial profiling.

Oh, but I made it to my flight on time. Wanna know why? Because it was delayed nearly an hour, too. Have I mentioned how much I hate the San Fran airport? I realize that none of this is particularly their fault ... but it's 5:15 in the morning ... I woke up an hour ago and couldn't fall back asleep ... and so I'm just grouchy.

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Being back has been nice though ... everything has changed so much (and yet, so much is the same, too). I've really enjoyed surprising people - the best reaction is a tie between So (who stopped dead in his tracks and just stared at me), and Yoshiko (who jumped nearly a mile and had to hold on to the table while her face turned bright red). For my first night in, Nick and Father B took me to Casa Mia, which was great (there was cheese, everyone ... lots and lots of cheese) ... I've gone to prayer and mass ... had Dutch Brothers ... sat and talked with Hiroko and Kaoru for like, two hours ... overall, it's been good.

Now, I'm just preparing. Later today, Nick and I are heading up to Southcenter. Hopefully we'll see Hannah, and then we're going to meet up with Leah, and it's like when your parents are divorced and you are visiting one ... you know, the swap at a designated location? :) Leah's going to drive me up to Bellingham ... and we're going to stay there ... because tomorrow is the memorial. I don't think I'm ready for it ... I'm definitely not ready for it. Minus the thought of the traffic we're going to encounter ... because the Olympics start like, tonight ... I'm just not ready. Because it's so ... final.

Well, I'm going to try to go back to sleep. Thanks Jen, for letting me stay at your place ... and using your computer ... and your amazing bathroom ... there's a bathTUB, people!

Loves.

PS - everyone looks TALLER.